Life...is...dramatic.

Only 3 more days of school...thank the lord.

So much has been going on, i'm suprised i'm not gray-headed from all the stress.

Pretty Lonely right now, and bored out of my mind. I hope summer doesn't feel this way.

People are still ranting about me and Dakota...but things are starting to settle down a little bit. Like Gwen said, it's our love life. They can just get over it and find their own. Come on, if i'm happy...why can't they be for me? They were happy for me and all my other bf's. And look at the kind of Jerks THEY were. MY God. Sorry, it just burns me up, how a person can KNOW that someone they supposedly "care about" is dating someone with such horrible qualities and not say a freaking word, until it's too late and their heart's already broken. Then have the freaking nerve to disapprove of someone a million times better, just because they dated him for the fun of it, didn't last a week, and treated him like shit. Sorry guys, that's not a reason. By the way Danielle, that wasn't directed at you even though it sounds like it. I was just using it as an example. But my point is, got a problem? I'm sorry. But you're just going to have to deal with it, unless you can give me a real reason that we shouldn't be together.

It's really hot in here. And my head hurts. I probably shouldn't be posting when i feel so down...but it seems as if there's nothing else in the world left to do....that i feel like doing that is.

Semester Finals are Monday and Tuesday for most classes. Wooo. Fun. Not. I'm not really worried about 'em, except history, but they're still a pain.

-Desto-
Hopefully, i'll be feeling better soon.

Love.

Heh. Survey.

Basics
Name: Destiny
Nicknames: Desto...
Eye Color: Sometimes Blue, Sometimes Green.
Height: 5'3''
Weight: I don't know.
Body Type:
Sign: Sagittarus
Birthdate: December 18th
School: Tecumseh.
Hair color: Brown.
Relationship Status: Taken
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Clothing Style: ...I wear what I want.
Screennames: ....
Email: ...

What You Like To Do
Do you play any sports? Not competitive. Our school's athletic girls are annoying and stuck up.
Do you play any instruments? The Kazoo
Do you have any hobbies? Kinda..
What is your favorite thing to do? Talk to Dakota...or Gwen.

How often do you...
Eat? Whenever i feel like it. Usually only twice.
Watch TV? Not very. Usually only when i'm depressed, or something really good is on.
Cook? Sometimes.
Get online? Hmm. Lots.
Talk on the phone? Lots.
Take a shower? Every morning, sometimes night.
Go outside? Everyday.
Swim? Not too often.
Run? About every day.
Go bike riding? Pssht. Hardly ever. Unless Stationery bikes count.
Sleep? ..Every night.
Go to the amusement park? Special occasions.
Go to the beach? Maybe once every Three or Four years.
Go to the mall? Once a week probably.
Shop? I love too, and i go all the time...i just hardly ever have money to spend.
Paint? I'm not crazy about it.
Draw? When i'm bored.
Go tanning? I don't go tanning, I go outside to tan though.
Get your nails done? I take care of it myself.
Listen to music? Every freaking day.

Favorites
Food: Chinese
Shoe brand: I dunno. Still looking.
Clothing brand: Candies.
Food brand: Wtf. xD
Flavor: Hmm. Lots.
Store: Kohls/American Eagle/Aeropostale/Gadzooks
TV Show: Instant Star. But now it's going retarded.
Movie: Too many of em'.
Movie Line: Dunno.
Fruit: Blackberry.
Vegetable: Carrots, and Cucumbers.
Song: Hmm. Let you go, by Ashley Parker Angel?
Song lyrics: Just Getting Up For the Letdown.
Band: No idea.
Site: Ehm.

Currently
What are you wearing? Pink and Army green.
What are you listening to? Default.
Is there anything else you are doing besides this survey? Hoping someone will call me. I'm bored out of my mind.
What is your favorite song? Hmm. Wtf.
Where are you? At home.
What time is it? 6:09
How do you feel? Depressed. Lonely. Bored. Tired.
Are your nails painted? Nope.
Are you bored? Yes. Majorly.
What month is it? ...May.
What day is it? 21st.

Haven't posted in a while. Really tired. Really bored. Just wanted to update.

-Desto-

My attempt to make my own icon:

Eh. Bored. Went shopping today. Went to the Library and got some book to do my research on, except they didn't have any on the people i was going to write about, so i'm going to have to come up with new ones out of the books i got. Hope i can get it done... Talked to Dakota on the phone...Gwen say's she's going to beat me up if i don't tell him soon. Lol. I just..don't know how.  Plus, I still kinda have this trust issue since Josh, but who can blame me? Eh. Hopefully i'll get over it. Well i should be getting to bed...it's kinda late. Cya.

~~Love!!~~

-Desto-

Hey guys!

Sorry i haven't posted in a while...xanga was kind of getting on my nerves. But i'm in the mood for posting again.

At school they gave up two "major" projects.
Science: Biome presentation
L.A. (English): Like a 15 page report/booklet on the holocaust. Not EVEN cool.

Mr. Kinsey didn't even take into consideration that he stuck me with the two goof-offs of the class, and kria and i were absent for the majority of the project. We'll probably fail, but oh well. We can make it up with our semester exam grades.

Gwen is my partner for the holocaust report. She has her half of it written...i can't decide whether or not i should type mine...and then we have to make a booklet out of each of our reports. *Stress*

My report is on:

Jeannine Burk
Janusz Korczak
Heinrich Himmler
Bergen-Belsen
Jasenovac
Treblinka
Holocaust
Warsaw Ghetto
Einstanzgruppen (Sp?)

Today, not much went on...

Band - Dakota asked me whether or not i had figured "it" out yet.
(How dumb does he think i am?) Lol. I just like pretending i don't know, because i would feel better if he would just say it. But then again, i would probably freeze and not know what to say next. People told me Josh stares at me during band...idk if it's true, but that's a little creepy wouldn't you say? O.o *Shudders*

History - Watched Gettysburg...talked to Colin, KC, and Taylor...boored (though the movie isn't THAT bad)

Science - Mr. K is stupid. Me and Kira practically had no idea what connor and robert had put on those slides....so we literally prayed to god that our biome would not be called first to present. "DESERT BIOME!" God must hate us..It didn't go THAT bad...i hope. Robert's actually pretty nice though. I think connor would be, if he didn't try to be so annoying.

L.A. (English) - My laptop was disfunctional. AGAIN. Got on the main computer, and got my last notecards finished with only 5 min to spare. Threw the rest of my notecards at Austin. Everyone stole my gum...

Lunch - Salmon Patties. Mmmm. (Leftover from two days ago) Scrumptious. Ate a few crackers...gave Dakota a few...Kira asked to take my picture for her "computer assignment" bought a dr. pepper...helped out with the sixth grade choir...thas' about it.

L.A. (Reading) - More gum taken from me. I tripped Austin. Asked him why Dakota never called me back...i forgot what he said. Read my book. Lane got moved over by Gwen...lmao i so thought he was going to wipe a booger on her shirt.

Algebra - Got on Aleks. Already had almost 90% of my pie completed. still pretty boring.

Choir - Actually sang.

Bus ride - Sat by jackie and she took my phone and prank called Dakota and ordered a Pizza. >XD It was funny, but i think it annoyed him. I tried to call him back and apologize and explain and well just talk to him i guess...but he wouldn't answer. Tried texting him but no answer there either. I stopped then because i didn't wanna be annoying or desperate. Jackie got off and i stared out the window until my stop.

Movie night - Zach wasn't there. (Imagine that) It was Zane, Luke, Randy, Daniel, and Justin. Ooooh fun. Watched Monsters' Inc. Really regretted my desicion to wait to let Dakota know i really like him too.

Now i'm home...bored, lonely, and disappointed. Ohhhz well.
Well, i better go for now...getting late. Cya. Love ya.

-Desto-